Understanding Soul (2020) | Your Spark Is Not Your Purpose

Soul was released in 2020 during the height of the pandemic. Which is ironic because this movie is about the beauty of living yet released in a time when no one was allowed to live at all. A period of life that is still so surreal to even think about.

That pandemic year had a lot of lows but there was a personal high that I did achieve, a glimmer of happiness in a year of sadness and suffering.

I released the most amount of videos ever in that year. A staggering 30 videos were uploaded to my YouTube channel. And to this day it is still the most I have ever uploaded and that is an achievement that I am very proud of because I put a lot of work into those videos.

In hope that one day this hobby becomes a full time job and even though it is seven years since my first upload, there is still this desire that what I do now, my outlet to be creative will become more than just a passion project.

Every time I upload there is this belief that it could be that video that takes me to the promised land.

It's an obsession. An obsession that I love but one that does drive me crazy at times because I constantly think about YouTube, I am always thinking about my next video or thinking about a current video I am working on.

It is the spark in my life that gets me out of bed.